ugh...

so im stressed. i just want to do well so bad that when i dont get what i expect i get disapointed. im so down right now i cant even stand it. its like i want a break but if i get one i might fall behind. i want geat grades, not good, great. i just dont feel like im there. i just want to do well and i feel like im failing at it. its like no matter how hard im trying im not trying hard enough. im pushing myself to my max and its not good enough, it needs to be better. im just...just lost.