Last Day!!

well its not really the last day but its the last day for me to get a whole week off!!!! oh yeah next week is the first break Ive had since being in school. I'm pretty stoked. I'm ready to see my family and friends!!! i think i need this break. to just kinda relax and enjoy a little time off before heading back into school. i do however need to get all my paper work done so i can sign up for classes next winter. that is on its way though. I'm really excited to keep going with this college adventure. its a tough road, but I'm ready to conquer it.

well until next time,

Sondra :)

short and simple

To keep the update short and simple:

Life, so much better
Family, has its problems but everyone is healthy
School, not stressed, little anxious for finals
Overall, I'm really happy!

Until next time,

:)

Turkey Day!!!

Its almost Thanksgiving, that fabulous Turkey Day!!!! That classic day of stuffing your face until you feel you'll explode! I'm just excited to see the family i don't get to visit very often. I decided to try and make all three of my Thanksgiving dinners. Stop one: home. Stop two: Up north. Stop three: Detroit. I'm hoping ill make all of them, not necessarily to eat at all of them but to at least visit. I really just want a turkey leg! Well hope all your holidays are well. until next time! <3

3 more weeks

so there is only 3 more weeks of this quarter left! I'm pretty stoked to have some time off and just relax. that stress level has gone down but it still lingers. The only stress now is just being prepared for my exams! I think ill be alright though, I'm pretty confident. Just gotta pass a couple tests, do a couple papers and ill be on my way! until next time. <3

Feelin Oh So Very Good :)

oh my goodness i feel like I'm stress free right now. i know it may not last for long but for now I'm going to soak it all up. All of my papers have been turned it, I got a great grade on my test I had last Tuesday, and i woke up feeling great. Gosh its so nice to feel this way. To be honest its been a while since i have been this happy/ stress free. its a different life in college and now i think I'm finally starting to adapt.

ITS A NEW DAY!!!!

So my stress level is down finally!!! I have completed everything i needed for the week and im doing alright now. My life is looking up and im a better path. i do however need to step it up a little. i need to learn a little thing called time management. i need to be able to split all my classes evenly. Im starting to slack on the things that dont cost as many points because im trying to finish the big ones that are worth way more. well im trying, hopefully next time yall hear from me ill be on that track and on to a new day.

So I finally have plans for Halloween weekend!!! OH YEAH GOIN TO A CONCERT!!! To be honest i don't really like or care about the band but my boyfriend and his best friend really like them. Mostly I'm excited to get all dressed up and go out!! I need to get away. just have a night of fun and forget about school just for a night. i need to relive that stress before i just implode. hope this can be that get away i need to get my head back in the game and not get so stressed out. till next time... :)

ugh...

so im stressed. i just want to do well so bad that when i dont get what i expect i get disapointed. im so down right now i cant even stand it. its like i want a break but if i get one i might fall behind. i want geat grades, not good, great. i just dont feel like im there. i just want to do well and i feel like im failing at it. its like no matter how hard im trying im not trying hard enough. im pushing myself to my max and its not good enough, it needs to be better. im just...just lost.

2 more months....

so school is zooming by. Ive already been here almost a month now and i cant even believe it. Ive been doing great on my tests, all higher then a C. i am however starting to get overwhelmed with medical terminology. there are about 50 words to learn every week, ( outrageous) and then the next week it seems to double. the struggle is just balancing all three class and trying to remember to get all of your work done on time, every time. i just wish i could  spend sometime doing something fun and not have to worry about school. not for long, just a night maybe. Ive really been wanting to go to a concert on Halloween. the band name is GWAR, to be real honest i don't really care about the band. its more just to dress up in a costume, and have fun for a night. i will say that GWAR puts on a really good show, fake blood the whole shabang. But.... now i cant go because my boyfriend has to work that night and i dont feel i would have as good of a time if he wasnt there. well it was the first concert i ever went to and he was the first person to take me. oh well, whata ya gonna do? just keep on living. until next time...

Week Three

So, its week three of college. so far school and i are coexisting. I'm not really loving all the homework and how fast paced every class is but I'm managing. I'm starting to meet new people now. not quite friends but working up to ( maybe). I'm really trying to just step out of my comfort zone. its not easy but i believe i can do it.

Well, here it is...

So im running out of money,
School is over whelming,
and I'm getting more and more stressed everyday....


I've been trying to keep my head up and keep up with all my classes, but I never thought i would struggle so much. i have been trying to balance all my classes evenly and give each one enough time to finish my work. Ive written everything down and kept track of everything, but somehow i still cant keep up. i feel like I'm drowning in my own worries. its only the second week and I'm already this stressed? Come on now...  I'm just not sure if i was cut out for all of this... BUT, I WILL NOT give up yet.

Well, first week is over now and i realize how hard college is now. i have such a heavy load of homework and already have test on tuesday. its going to be a lot of work to get through this but i think i can handle it. Med Term is hard but only because the stupid words never match up to what you think it would. other then that things are great. homelife is good, but need to find a job asap!!! well goodbye for now! :)

Starting College

Well its the first week of school and Im feeling pretty comfortable right now. Everything is in order, and im pretty organized so far. Quite a bit of homework, but easy enough to cope with though. Well thats about it. Until next time.... :)